I swear sometimes I think I should just write a book.  Although I would probably get bored with it halfway through dontcha think?

So I woke up totally motivated today, looking at my liist of things to do and actually started knocking them out pretty quickly.  I have a number of half done projects, I really need to find a realtor in TN and I need to start laying out my budget for the next 9 months.  So those are all on the list for the rest of the week.

I spent last weekend moving fences and stock around to make some space and kinda get a feel for everything I own that I have to move, which actually seems to be ALOT of crap. It totally baffles me.  I keep getting rid of stuff.. but I still have tons of stuff to go through.  Blah.  I know if I spent a solid 3-4 hours in the garage it will be done, sorted and packed to go.  I’ve gotta wash out feeders get them ready for winter, check out my tank heaters and pack everything that I’m not going to need up.

I sometimes wonder if I should be feeding you a line of crap about my life.  About how its all parties and sex and orgies.  Then I think.  Well hell.  Is that what you really want?   I guess some people do, I mean its only natural to want to escape the reality of life.  To look for and envy someone who can afford to party all the time and bullshit their way through.  But really.. that isn’t me.  I figure if you are going to spend your hard earned money calling me for phone sex, the very least I can do is be myself.    Do I like sex?  Hell yes I do.. but my life isn’t 100% about sex or phone sex.  My life is about working hard to get where I want to go, my life is about enjoying the freedom my job as a phone sex operator  lets me have. 

I like being a PSO ya know.. I have fun and I have a lot of great friends that I would have never met had it not been for this job.  I like my other jobs as well.  Even when I hate them I love them.  If that makes sense.  Sometimes I feel like I should just sell out completely, go live in a condo somewhere and relax.  That would make the most sense I suppose.  Be out of debt, old and new.  Have a “normal” life whatever that is and put everything else behind me.  Not be in constant fear that I am going to lose everything I’ve worked for by doing something stupid.   It could be a relief I suppose.  But then I wonder.. well.  Wouldn’t that be boring?  Don’t the most profitable and successful people get there by taking chances and risks?

Hmmm I don’t know if this is where I was going when I started this blog, but I guess this is where it ended up.  Ah well.   Why don’t you treat yourself to some phone sex ?  You deserve it since I made you suffer through this journey of my mind